UNEXPECTED LOVE

            My name is, Jack, I’m a student Lion  University. I’m 21 years old. I’m not quite handsome but it seems like many girls attracted by me (laugh), no I’m just kidding, I’m just ordinary boy.

            It’s been 1 year, I like a girl named Anna. She is beautiful girl, also sweet and then care to everyone. I like her since we met at senior high school. We always hangout together and build a good relation between us, but I expected something more than just “a good relation”. Do you know what I mean ? Yes, I want relationship status, I want love, but she still love me as a friend not as a lover, it breaks my heart for knowing about this unpleasant truth. Yes I knew the truth but I still trying to make her believe that we can be a lover, but she said “Things won’t change, I love you as a friend, nothing more” and then I said a quite simple word like this “Okay fine, you are right, thing won’t change”. I accept the truth, it is sad at first for knowing the girl you loved don’t love you back.

            After that moment I decided to not to contact her anymore, because I want to move on. Start a new life without her, I know this is hard but there are so much to think about.

I’m struggling with my own loneliness and  it feels so sick, it feels that only her that bring back my smile, maybe God test my faith on Him and God’s plan would be the best for me. So I decided to continue my life, I’m trying to forget all those memories. In order to do that I wrote several short story, maybe I can give my thoughts about my experience of being broken hearted. By the way this my last yaer in my university, I’m 4^th grader in Lion University, so it means that I’m must finish my study.

            I will tell you about my true seft, honestly I’m social species.  I can’t live without friends. I have a lot friends, one of my friends is Eric, he is like a brother to me I always share my experience to him, and he also gave his opinion about it.

            One day, when I open my facebook account, I found this beautiful girl her name is Sarah and then I add her, I was expecthing her to confirm my request so I’m optimist, after a week  she  confirm my request, so I chat her I said “hii there, thanks for confirm”, and the she reply “you’re welcome, who is this?”, so I started introduce my self to her I said “my name is Jack, and you are Sarah, right?”, she reply “Yes, of course, nice to know you”, so after a month  we decided to date, yes in relationship, we become a lover.

*true story, but false name :)